looking into the fire, light of gold, never growing old

happiness was just outside my window, happiness didn't stay that long

my way of seeing things has grown out of focus

And I'm off to Gotland! See you Tuesday!

there were moments of gold and there were flashes of light

this is the day to say: this is a great day!

i learnt to ignore the freezing cold, i've learnt that everything grows old

It was never my choice to make, I know that now. I was never meant to understand. You were. And you did.

Then how come, I feel guilty? Why do I feel like I was the one who failed? When I was never even supposed

to know? It doesn't make sense. It never made. Still my mind silently ponders.

Was it my fault? Wasn't it? I have to blame someone, and if I can't blame myself, then who should I blame?

You? Him? Them? They weren't even there, they didn't know. They didn't see it happen. There was nothing they could do. I could. I was there. I saw it and I remember it. It's etched into my memory.

I will remember. I will try to understand. I have to understand. I need you to help me understand.

But you can't. Because you're not here.

so you lost your trust and you never should have

i don't believe in time, the way it flies away

when spring arrives, we are taken by surprise

they'll be stunned by the beauty of what they have to do

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping 
While my guitar gently weeps 
I look at the floor and I see it need sweeping 
Still my guitar gently weeps 

I don't know why nobody told you 
how to unfold you love 
I don't know how someone controlled you 
they bought and sold you 

I look at the world and I notice it's turning 
While my guitar gently weeps 
With every mistake we must surely be learning 
Still my guitar gently weeps

we're not the same, dear, as we used to be. the seasons have changed and so have we

"Now the pain we all feel at this dreadful loss reminds me, and, reminds us, that though we may come from different countries and speak in different tongues, our hearts beat as one."

look me in the eyes and promise me you'll never fucking forget

if not, try for me

It's about time you told me. Who you really are.

We have been friends for a while now, if you could call it friends,

and I really, please, darling, or whatever you are, let me in.

I know, it might not be the best time to define what we are to

each other, but you gotta try to define yourself, at least.

Please, try. Please.